January 2017...Memories and Anticipation
I have made it to January 2017, with a wonderful pregnancy but a solid year of anxiety, guilt, worries and caution combined with excitement and anticipation. This past weekend was a difficult one... it was exactly a year ago, 7th January 2016, that I delivered my twin boys Sebastien and Samuel, I never got to meet them properly before I had to say goodbye to them. There I was bringing 2 souls into the world on the Thursday and on Friday 8th, I was at the cemetery filling out